long long time ago...

Date: 20/4/2010
Time: 6.56pm
(updating my blog while my mom is here)


It been a long long time ago i don't have meet my mom..
but should I feel happy when saw her?
i don't have that feeling lo,
but when I saw her so thin aldy, i started to worry her,

the story begin,
when i was 7years old,
she left me, my young bro, young sis, big sis, daddy, grandpa and grandmom,
and the reason is because always bergaduh with my dad,
so complicated the adult,

i do hate,
wondering WHY she leave us by that time?
but as time pass, i do recover,
and i don't want to think of her again,

i have no contact with her,
but my big sis jau have contact with her,
i keep telling to myself why i can't forgive her,
is just the truth that she left us ,

today (20/4/2010),
my mom come kampar,
my big sis not at home,
so i need to teman (mom)
i just have a few words with her and i ask her go sleep,
i do really don't what i can chat with her,

CONFUSIING .....

I know it is not good for a son treat mom like that,
but I just can't