yippi

finally I have understand it,
i really do :)
I have lost myself for the pass week,
and now i resume normal again,
I happy for what i having now,
remain the same is the best,
and i finally understand it :)
smile :)))

and .....
my feets is killing me badly,
but i can cope with it..xD
is my feets,
i can control it,
wakaka

24 May 2010

24May 2010,
today i make myself busy and busy,

wakeup at 11.32am and i missed 10.30am class,
nvm than ~~ xD
been wakeup at 8.30am actually but eventually sleep back jek... :'(
12.00 pm ~ go have lunch with friend,
after we take our lunch, a-station is our next destination .. xD
play until 2pm and rest for one hour, before going for next class...

after the class ~ we go Max-Break
played until 6.30pm.. woww~~
after that, we have our dinner at 'which one' cafe...xD
at 9pm, going to tesco... jalan - jalan :)
after that ~ a-station agn
haih....
then finally go yam cha and 2am i reach home...swt me ~~~

whole day was a busy day for me...
cause i wanna make myself busy and busy,
I just don't wanna think about you ...
i wanna to give up actually..
but reality is ~ i can't stop thinking about you~
i been fight within myself for the pass few days
i hope that i can let it go ~
but the truth is truth....
I have never been like THIS before ...
was crazy bout you & can't stop thinking bout you ~

I should enjoy my life ...
I should be positive...
I should think of a brighter side...

i wish i can~
let's hope for it ~

what a day ...

today i woke at 3pm,
so enjoy my sleep..LOL
even the hot sun can't even wake me up..xD
online awhile, bath,
4.30pm going have my 1st meal with diana wong, klien kam, and wai keat :D
we go *Choi Ley*
XD

after that, heading to ipoh :)
do something...xD
maybe it is not worth for you,
but i feel it worth for myself :)
i believe that time can change everything :)
eventhough it is a good answer or bad answer,
i will accept it...
at least i try and i have no regret... :')

feeling wanna eat choco now...xD

Drunk

Last night was my 1st time drunk ,
I don't know why ,
and
I don't want to find it out ,
we open bucket of  beer at first,
10min gone and i'm already finish two bottle of tiger ~~~
SWT me...
after that we decided to open hennessy
PROMOTION ma... xD
two bottle of it..
one bottle finish and other one still have half ..
ask the bar tender to keep for us, so next time we still can enjoy it ...xD

after that going mcd,
and guess what ?
yeah !!
i'm vomit !!
want drunk jau easy,
but when vomit is so sen fuh ...

My dear friend : i'm sorry to you all...

i always said that i'm okay, i'm okay, but fact is
i know i just lie myself,
all can i do now is just buy an eraser,
so that can help me padam all my memory,
and start a new life, :D
[let it be] [let it go] :)
i know i can do it .. :)
i must trust myself,

thank for wei keat,
for always accompany me,
when i need someone to advice me,

[ Jesus Christ, i know you always be there for everyone of us... i believe in you that you really can help me ]
AMEN ... :)))

Stay Happy For what i having now ...hehehe

moody

1.45pm now and i'm just wakeup =.=
lucky all class cancel today,
fuiyoh...XD

kinda kinda moody,
i should smile?
or
i should : | ?

when i flashback,
sometime i feel i so stupid,
LOL
Love really drive people crazy sometime,
but i never never regret,
im gald of knowing you...

I'm alright... xD

everything will change once time pass :)

Finally ~~ decision gonna make soon

for the past few days,
I been thinking how I should do,
too much to think in my mind,
after i take a step forward,
will it be the end ?
i don't know how you think,
will you have same thinking as mine?
or it just opposite?

but decision gonna make soon ~~
if i not try,
how would i know the result?
but if i try,
and the result is negatif,
then how?

i tried to be normal as usual for the past few weeks,
concern, caring ~~
i'm just stupid,
money cannot buy love,
it's the truth...

don't wanna think so much for now,
i know the decision will come to my mind soon,
stay happy all the time :)

Happy...

Last night I going back ipoh again from kampar,
This time I going to yam cha with my secondary school friends or
can said is from primary school until now we still got contact each other....
actually we decided 9.30pm yam cha de,
but since my sis need to use car so we change it to 10.30om..xD
Is about 9.33pm i start my car,
and is about 9.55pm i already reach my friend house...
so fast huh? hahaha
i also can't imagine myself...

we going to BREEZE CAFE to have out drinks,
meeting kok pin, meng fei, and yip herng...xD
after the drinks we heading to IPOH PADANG...
we have our long chatting at there... walking around there, chat non-stop...
really happy that we can share our things...
I do really hope that we can do it again,
but sadly,
my car need to add petrol again,
and i used rm30.... :P

today I stop until here ba...xD
until next time, I will update again..
TQ for reading...xD

The Endz

Date: 7th May 2010

Time: 11.22pm

After a few days insomnia,

finally i have the mood to write something at my blog,

Actually what had happen to me?

period come ah?

I'm a guy wey... no no period >_<

Monday / 3rd may : quarrel with daddy about some minor minor problem

Tuesday / 4th may : Fall down from the stair, lucky no serious injury..

Wednesday / 5th may : nothing happen..xD

Thursday / 6th may : accident...i should blame on my ownself  and quarrel with my big sis about using     car...but at last i'm kind ..i give her use

Today / 7th may : I totally no mood on today, just step from my room once that is da bou lunch for myself... >_<

CONCLUSION : I'm totally not in a good condition... :(

I do really don't know what the hell happen on me, but bless and hope next week will be brighter for me...

Mother's day coming this sunday,

what can i do?

how to celebrate?

i don't want feel anger on you

hope you happy always

take care mammy..

btw...

Apology to you that can't make you a memorable holiday trip...

you said is okay is okay...

but for me ,i do feel bad of myself ...

SORRY 

Hate insomnia...

Kraft Jr Davide Then suffering insomnia,

last night i could not fall asleep,

even though around 3am i post at FB that i going to sleep,

but i on my bed for almost 1hour and 30min,

and guess what?

i'm still awake...

i try to sleep,

but i can't sleep...

why? why this happen to me?

why must it happen on my holiday break?

when at kampar jau no this suffer...

haih,

i do really don't know why,

maybe too much problem i facing,

making me think alot > <

hope tonight can fall asleep easily.. XD

GOD bless me...amen :)

♫♪ Nobody Home ♫♪

"Nobody's Home"

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah 

AVRIL LAVIGNE "Nobody Home" lyrics