Bad Day .

[ Fuck Myself ] ~ these are the words I wanna use on myself today.

What the point of going out regularly ?

I just wanna see U, chat with U,

But in the end u ask me to go and chat with friend,

I care U,

But u dun even peduli,

Just like today case,

My fault, ok?

All also my thinking that think you won't scare.

I duno how to be a good BF !

I will know just how to make u angry,

I changed,

But You seem not particular impress,

Im not change, But you keep ask me to chg.....

One problem happen can make u in one night said many fucking words to me !

How sad am I,

I know you also dun wan agrue with me,

I know what u did is for my own good,

but ! its just a small matter,

WHY wanna make it become so complicated ??

I REALLY DUN KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO NOW ~

I AM OUT OF MY MIND..

Life ~

I think i had pass it through,

But the fact is NOT,

Sometime I do wondering,

What the point to think of my past ?

What the point I keep stuck at the same place ?

What the point I not moving on ?

There still someone cares about me,

Cry for me,

Always worrying me,

Life is just like rollercoaster,

Sometime up ~ sometimes down,

And now should I quit study ?

I do have a reason behind ~

I don't have enough budget for my next sem diploma ,

Even though now i'm working,

is still not enough wey ...

And now because of working,

My study have been worst and worst plus tired,

I making myself gonna off study,

OR

Stop think about the problem,

And just keep concentrate on education,

What should I do ?

When problem come,

I know I had to deal with it,

Just myself can decide MY own future,

I need to make a wise decision,

I do really need advice !!

Stupid Davide :-(

Enjoy :)

last nite was a enjoyable night for me,
i having a surprise celebration at 'NONO' cafe around 8.30pm,
after that we going to boom boom shake shake...
I really do enjoy my day,
but it's seem not enough as you does not celebrate with me~ LOL...
feel a little shaky, sad T.T,



I'm happy what i having now ~
but it seem like i gonna quit study soon,
i don't know about it,
i still consider it,

Let's it stop here :-(

Foolish

I'm just foolish to myself...
i'm stubborn !!
not listening people advice,
and doing it my way,
and i think it will be success,
but it's just a foolish me!

i wish there somebody that really can listen to me..
lend me the ears~
and i will tell until bottom of my heart ~
sharing  problem is the best way i can go for now ~
but who gonna help me instead?
probably NO one ~

I'm just born to be foolish & stubborn :)
This is me :)

yippi

finally I have understand it,
i really do :)
I have lost myself for the pass week,
and now i resume normal again,
I happy for what i having now,
remain the same is the best,
and i finally understand it :)
smile :)))

and .....
my feets is killing me badly,
but i can cope with it..xD
is my feets,
i can control it,
wakaka

24 May 2010

24May 2010,
today i make myself busy and busy,

wakeup at 11.32am and i missed 10.30am class,
nvm than ~~ xD
been wakeup at 8.30am actually but eventually sleep back jek... :'(
12.00 pm ~ go have lunch with friend,
after we take our lunch, a-station is our next destination .. xD
play until 2pm and rest for one hour, before going for next class...

after the class ~ we go Max-Break
played until 6.30pm.. woww~~
after that, we have our dinner at 'which one' cafe...xD
at 9pm, going to tesco... jalan - jalan :)
after that ~ a-station agn
haih....
then finally go yam cha and 2am i reach home...swt me ~~~

whole day was a busy day for me...
cause i wanna make myself busy and busy,
I just don't wanna think about you ...
i wanna to give up actually..
but reality is ~ i can't stop thinking about you~
i been fight within myself for the pass few days
i hope that i can let it go ~
but the truth is truth....
I have never been like THIS before ...
was crazy bout you & can't stop thinking bout you ~

I should enjoy my life ...
I should be positive...
I should think of a brighter side...

i wish i can~
let's hope for it ~

what a day ...

today i woke at 3pm,
so enjoy my sleep..LOL
even the hot sun can't even wake me up..xD
online awhile, bath,
4.30pm going have my 1st meal with diana wong, klien kam, and wai keat :D
we go *Choi Ley*
XD

after that, heading to ipoh :)
do something...xD
maybe it is not worth for you,
but i feel it worth for myself :)
i believe that time can change everything :)
eventhough it is a good answer or bad answer,
i will accept it...
at least i try and i have no regret... :')

feeling wanna eat choco now...xD